I was just sitting in front of my computer screen, wanting to write something for this blog. I was trying to be open to whatever wanted to surface. And, almost involuntarily I typed. "the other side of goodbye."
These lyrics by Warren Zevon have been floating in and out of my consciousness for awhile now and have surfaced in this blog before.(see Death, Zevon and The Wind written in January, 2011)
This is the full verse
Will you stay with me to the end?
When there is nothing left
But you and me and the wind.
We'll never know till we try
To find the other side of goodbye
- Warren Zevon The Wind
If something keeps coming to the top does that mean there's still work to be done with it or does it reflect a limited imagination? Probably both.
We'll never know til we try to find the other side of goodbye.
These mysterious, evocative words make me feel almost the same way I feel when I look at a great painting. I am overwhelmed with deep feeling but can't explain either the feeling or the reason it surfaced.
I remember being in the Prado museum in Madrid surrounded by some of the worlds greatest art but being deeply impacted by one painting in particular. The Portrait of a Cardinal by Raphael
This cut and paste reproduction is a poor substitute indeed for the original. The texture of the brush strokes and the deep crimson are significantly absent here. Nevertheless, perhaps you can feel a bit of what I'm trying to say. Which is more of a pondering than a pronouncement Why do somethings grab us and shake us and not let go? Are these qualities of attraction universal or only a reflection of some learned bias by the observer/reader?
Are Raphael and Zevon tapped into the same wellspring?
Probably. What is that magic chord? Where is it?
I will be forever grateful for art that touches my soul. It seems to answer questions I didn't know how to ask and raise questions I'll never be able to answer.
I want this blog to help me be more accepting of myself and others. I want whatever I write to not be too constricted by a perceived need to have it be well-planned, thought out or brilliant. And as I enter the next stage of my life I want my writing to help me connect with guiding forces which will help me through the "tricky end game." It'd be nice if it was also entertaining, enlightening and inspiring.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Monday, March 5, 2012
Prostate Protestation
I've spent the past three days writing a response to an article that appeared in the local paper. I found the process of doing this challenging but very satisfying. It stirs up memories of how much I enjoyed being a media agitator in Phoenix. Maybe there's a lesson here about finding my post retirement path. Here's the letter.
March
5, 2012
Editor
Press
& Sun-Bulletin
P.O.
Box 1270
Binghamton,
NY 13902-1270
On
March 2nd The Press & Sun Bulletin ran an article by Jennifer Micale
entitled "Drive urges screenings for prostate cancer - Libous helps
promote awareness campaign."
The
article announced the launching of the "I Turned Pro: Proactive on
Prostate Cancer" campaign by Lourdes Hospital, UHS and state Sen. Thomas
W. Libous.
Prostate
cancer is a major men's health issue and the goal of this campaign "to raise
awareness of the disease, its diagnosis and treatment" is important and
should be applauded. My concern is that
the campaign is strongly encouraging men over 50 to be screened by having a
prostate-specific antigen (PSA) blood test.
I am a
64 year old male who has decided to discontinue having PSA tests. My investigation of this issue has convinced
me that there is a growing consensus in the medical community that PSA tests
are, in most cases, not a good idea.
Current research is showing that, according to a recent article in theNew York Times, "regular PSA
testing does not save lives and can lead
to aggressive treatments that leave men impotent, incontinent or
both."
In
October, 2011 the U.S. PreventiveServices Task Force (USPSTF) issued a draft report which "recommends
against prostate-specific antigen (PSA)-based screening for prostate cancer.
This recommendation applies to men in the U.S. population that do not have
symptoms that are highly suspicious for prostate cancer, regardless of age,
race, or family history. "
The
report states that,"The evidence is convincing that for men aged 70 years
and older, screening has no mortality benefit. For men aged 50 to 69 years, the
evidence is convincing that the reduction in prostate cancer mortality 10 years
after screening is small to none."
The
report goes on to document harms related to screening and harms related to
treament of screen detected cancer.
"Adequate
evidence also shows that up to 5 in 1,000 men will die within 1 month of
prostate cancer surgery and between 10 and 70 men will have serious
complications but survive. Radiotherapy and surgery result in adverse effects,
including urinary incontinence and erectile dysfunction in at least 200 to 300
of 1,000 men treated with these therapies. Radiotherapy is also associated with
bowel dysfunction."
The
awareness goals of the "I Turned Pro" campaign are honorable and
important. Its recommendation that men
over 5O receive PSA screening should be revised to better reflect the current
state of medical knowledge.
Ferd
Haverly
1609
Buffalo Street
Endicott,
New York 13760
ferd@haverly.org
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