I want this blog to help me be more accepting of myself and others. I want whatever I write to not be too constricted by a perceived need to have it be well-planned, thought out or brilliant. And as I enter the next stage of my life I want my writing to help me connect with guiding forces which will help me through the "tricky end game." It'd be nice if it was also entertaining, enlightening and inspiring.
Friday, November 5, 2010
Simple
I've just finished meditating after completing the prior blog post. While meditating I made the obvious connection between my fear of retirement and my self-worth issues. This simple, direct relationship is so glaring that it's almost embarrassing to write about it. (There's that embarrassing embarrassment stuff again) I'm afraid of retiring because my sense of self-worth is tied to my job. Duh. I think I've always known this but now I feel it. There's quite a difference and somehow it helps me feel more ready to make a move.
Labels:
meditation,
self worth,
work
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